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May 1st, 2007
12:27 pm
moving to perth was exciting.. till i got here and both the boys have chicken pox and i cant get out and im pregnant and i dont know anybody and its lonely and and and and winge over.. im going to go cry a little more.....
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March 28th, 2007
02:29 pm
shit....7 days to the big interstate move.... I think I just pooed my pants a little..
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March 26th, 2007
09:22 am
a few people deleted me from LJ ... pregnant hormones sent me in a bit of a spin but then it was all MEH and deleted their ass's right back!
well next week we will be in perth.... I am so nervous.. dont know anyone except Ty's family and friends, Toby has to start a new preschool, Ill miss my dad!!!my mum..well she can go jump nasty biatch that she is.
I cant stop bursting into tears... me thinks its the hormones and all the stress - just going through one of those paranoid stages - you know when you think everyone hates you etc etc blah blah blah
Im off to cry a little more :P should clean the house... pack some stuff... get rid of some more stuff...meh....
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March 20th, 2007
03:43 pm
in less than 15 days we will have finishedmoving to perth. Our plane leaves 7:30pm april 4th.
My mum wrote me a three page letter about what a mistake im making and how im about to ruin the boys lives cough*bullshit*cough how can I be ruining their lives when Tyler will be earning mor money and everything in Perth is 50 billion times cheaper than it is in sydney. Plus we will be around Tylers family WHO ACTUALLY SUPPORT WHAT WE DO!!
We would be stupid to knock back the job Ty has been offered anyways.
ok ok ok ... truth is we are moving to perth to be near kat ;) LMAO
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February 28th, 2007
08:56 am
the move is getting closer and closer and its FREAKING ME OUT MANNNNNNN....
SO much stuff to get rid of.. so much stuff fullstop!
Mum seems to have calmed down abit - the occassional bitchy comment. now Im not allowed to take the bassinet cause its hers and ra ra ra stuff it ill buy a new one. Looking at some on ebay for sale in perth. One finishes today.. * mental note - remember to bid!!* hope i dont forget....
ebay ebay ebay.
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February 20th, 2007
08:11 am
AAARGHHH!!! I am willing to bet my life and that of my children on the fact that NO ONE could possibly tell me they have a mum who is as down right nasty as mine but still claims to love you all the same.
Ok, so we are moving to Perth - tickets are booked. Its definite.
Mum and dad own the house we live in. we pay them rent ( less than a normal tenant) and we gave them three months notice.
so... my mum decides I am being nasty and tells me all the following things:
* she will kill herself and it will be my fault
* I have run them into debt ( my dad earns a fortune plus any new tenants will pay twice as much as we do)
* she will make sure my family never speak to me again
* that Tyler doesnt love me - he is leading me on
* that I wont cope without her
and the list goes on AND gets worse. How can one person be so cuttingly nasty? especially when they are your own mother and should be supportive!!
She is making me feel guilty for the fact we can go somewhere where Tyler will earn a really good living and we will be able to afford to live alot better than in sydney!!
ITS MY FUCKING LIFE AND MY FUCKING DECISION!!!!!!!
ok vent over.....
Current Mood:  angry
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February 17th, 2007
08:39 am
I am pregnant and we are moving to perth on the 4th of april.... I think I'm going to throw up.
Current Mood:  scared
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February 14th, 2007
01:43 pm
quick update for those that care lol
Im married!! woot woot! we are now officially trying for a bub... I still get days where i am like "what the fluck am I doing - 3 kids???"
oving to perth in the next couple of weeks... probably April so I will finally meet all you Perth Gals!!
Boys are great... Toby is almost 4 - I cant belive it! Alex will be two this year... Two years since he spent the first three weeks of his life looking like a tiny frog in his humidicrib... feels... bizarre....
Hope everyone is awesomely awesome!
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January 25th, 2007
06:46 am
wohoo go me Im updating!!
Tyler comes back from FIFO on saturday - this time for good - no more stooopid FIFO!!! ( having said that I give it a week before I wish he would go back :P )
My mum has decided Im not allowed to marry him because I have been married before ( um ok cause that is soooo her decision) so we have decided stuff it, Ty's family is coming to visit next week so we are going to have a big arse party on feb the 3rd and Tie the knot!!! We will then have a massive wedding ( 2nd wedding) In perth in august which should be pruuttty cool.
Also talking about makin a bub all depends though on wether I can even fall pregnant with all this hysterectomy talk and stuff... kinda nervous dont know how I will cope with three kids? I think its because craig never helped out at all through pregnancy and child birth - infact when i rang him from the hospital to say they where doing an emergency c-section his words where " and what the fuck do you want me to do about it"???!!!!!
So yeah I know Ty will be heaps supportive ( and get me icecream at 1am even when it isn't a craving its just a ploy to get icecream)
The boys are both good - Alex has his grommits in, his hearing is way better but it has been slightly damaged but at least he can hear something.
Still moving to perth just been pushed back abit.
well there you go - how NOT exciting is my life??
BTW gonna do a cleanup - noticed a few people took me off their LJ's so just gonna return the favour ;)
Loving you all....( well most of you - you know who you are :P )xoxo
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November 3rd, 2006
09:52 am
I might need a hysterectomy.... Im 24 years old, what the fuck is up with that?
feel kinda shocked and numb... will explain it all latter
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